we'll fabric you in love

and go where they'll never find us
(erase my name from your memory)

So many emotions this week i went through and am grateful i went through.
So many people to learn from, how to attain victory but keep the fine line between competency and arrogance, but I guess I will cross the bridge when I come to that.
I find it difficult to hold on to my thoughts, my reactions, strong opposing ideas are so clear for a second, but those disintegrate as they speak, and I fail to recapture them.

I did a random google search on my name after sending the Pre U Sem peeps to the mrt and was extremely shocked to have found quite a few other exact me(s) plus surnames at that, all of which have piercings other than the legitimate earlobe ones and gangsterified - I never knew settling had another meaning. I'm sincerely glad that personalities and values don't run in the names.

Three ants have attached themselves to my computer screen and are enjoying the frying radiation while they melt beside each other. It's so difficult to understand the brown creepers' mentalities, let alone theirs.

I keep using the pause button, but there isn't going to be one in the real thing. And I'm afraid that I will not be quick enough.